FAITH

Lord, I don’t know what’s happening to me.

Am I so blind that I cannot see?

I feel so scared and on my own,

I feel oh so very alone.

I try so hard to draw near to you,

But that is something I am not able to do.

What is happening in my life?

All around I face trouble and strife.

I have never felt so down,

No smiles are left, just a frown.

My heart feels heavy and full of woe,

I have no more up and go.

Is this some sort of an attack?

Is it faith that I do lack?

Life goes on and times are hard,

From your presence, I feel barred.

The days come and days go by

And all I end up doing is cry.

Maybe I ask too much from you,

Whatever your will I do not do.

I expect you to do this and that

And I feel I’m using you like a doormat

Lord I feel so very low,

But through it all I love you so.

Help me father I beg you please.

Here I am, down on my knees.

Take me father as I am,

You are the shepherd I am the lamb.

You accept me warts and all,

You still love me even when I fall.

Show me father how to love you.

How to do things I should do.

Lord, please show me a way

Bring back times happier and remove the grey

God I just want to do your will

In your presence let me be still.

~Aditya Chhatwani~

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