Eternity

Deep within myself
I sense
Emptiness filling me
I see darkness
The past seems an illusion
The future looks bleak
As I try
To fit into my present
I feel
Hollowed down to the core
I search for "me"
Unable to find myself
My will has come tumbling down
Desperation is slowly
Creeping into me
My wind wanders
Pondering what to do
As I ponder
I see a friend in the distance
Satan has come home
He tells me
He knows where "me" is
I cannot think anymore
The pain
The emptiness
The desperation within
Are taking a toll on me
I don't   want to bare it anymore
I take satans hand
As satan rips me apart
I feel the pain no more
For I know
Drifting into this eternal sleep
The pain will seize
 And I'll rest in peace

My suicide........


~ Nithin ~

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