A fake past flashes in front of my eyes

My lies keep me from being free

I’d never seen who I was before -

Now I know no life breathes in me

My conscience is just a whisper

I call upon my blank thoughts as I try

To fit in where I lost it all -

When I lost my chance to stop living a lie

My face is unremembered and my voice, unheard

And as I slowly go insane

I try to go back to the beginning -

To start all over again

But now I’m drowning in my fears

And with tears in my eyes

I slit my wrists and end it all -

End all the lies…

~Sanam~