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*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* TO A MOTHER, WHO COULD NEVER BE *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
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They told me you were with me once,
You were there when I first opened
my eyes,
Since then you've been somewhere
around,
Where exactly, I am yet to
realize.
They say it wasn't that you didn't
need me,
Nor it was that you did not love
me,
It was just the tide of time,
And some other shit that I've
never believed.
They say one day you'd be back,
And take me in your warm embrace,
I can either live this doomed
life,
Or make it worse by looking
forward to that day.
They say you're the one I can call
mother,
Long back you left me in their
care,
They explain only lucky few have
their mother's love,
And how to others life is just
isn't that fair.
No, I shall not accept their
words,
What do they know about an
orphan's world,
You're the one I shall always
hate,
For bringing me to life without a
soul concerned.
Sure, you suffered nine months in
pain,
But for me, it is a lifetime of
agony,
Why did you never even look back?
Was there nothing you could say to
me?
Didn't you wish to hold me hand,
And guide me through the hard rubs
of life,
And if you didn't care enough to
be at my side,
Why didn't you just let me die?
I shall never pursue to seek you,
I shall never search for your
story,
For I don't have anything to do
with you anymore,
All I have of you now - is me.
~Gursimran~
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