MY ANGEL OF DOOM

In five months I have yet to see or touch you

I feel a love to pulsing not to be true

Without your love I have felt lonely and unexcited

How can I live without you?

Though you are cruel and unkind

You draw me near with your warmth and energy

I long to have you hold me

I feel nothing until you have

The world stops its turn and the days hold still

Since you won't love me

I get the lows and the highs

But the lows are to low and the highs not high enough

"Why won't you love me?" I cry to you

And get nothing in return but confusion and cruelty

All I'm left with at the end of the day is

The sound of your voice, the sight of your face or a glance at your thoughts

How I long for the feel of you touch

Why can't I live without you?

I cry while my imagination runs wild with

Romantics you will never fulfill

I torture myself with caring ideas and cruel thoughts

Our two worlds collide never to peacefully meet

I will never meet you my angel for I have formed you in my mind

But hope I can live without you

For now I must go and live in reality

Where we will go untouched until I return

To the cruel world of temptations and disappointments.

~Bubbles~

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