Don't Know Why

DON'T KNOW WHY

When I hate myself, its not me who cries
when I stab my arm, its not me who bleeds

its my soul......
and I don't know why
but it cant stop crying
and neither can I
and I don't know why
but it cant stop screaming
that it just wants to die

and it begs me to do it
and it begs me to see
that if I cut my life short
ill finally be free
and it begs me to do it
and it begs me to see
to cut my hand off
and watch my arm bleed
and it begs me to do it
and it begs me to see
that only by death
can I ever be happy
and it begs me to do it
and it begs me to see
but I cant
cuz I don't have it in me
and it hates me for that
and I don't know why...

~Andrew Manley~

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