I will not be there,

with you to share....

All the joys that make you happy,

All the pain that you might bear.

 

I will not be there,

to build castle in the air.

To believe in your dreams,

To love and to cheer.

 

I will not be there,

to snatch that cigarette.

And give you a lecture,

on its after effects.

 

I will not be there,

and my life will be despair.

With no one to guide me,

"Big bad world......Beware!"

 

I will not be there,

to call your sorcerous name.

Don't lose your sleep!

World will be the same.

 

I will not be there,

to demand mercenary things.

Those Chocolates, Flowers,

and the Teddy that sings.

 

I will not be there,

to hear your assuasive voice.

And this is the envious reason,

for the World to rejoice.

 

I will not be there,

to run fingers through your hair.

To prove and show,

how generously ....  I care.

 

I will not be there,

to buy that dalamation.

to search for which

equivated, search for salvation.

 

I will not be there,

to shop for those T Shirts.

The sight of the mall,

now causes me awful hurt.

 

I will not be there,

to make you drink juice.

The never ending debate

and the loving truce.

 

 

I will not be there,

to decide what you choose.

Whether you gain in life,

or you lose.

 

for you to hold me tight,

and to say naively, 

'Your arms fit me right.'

 

I will not be there,

to restore your faith.

To cool you down,

in that fit of rage.

 

I will not be there,

for you anymore.

to complain; to fight;

that you always ignore.

 

I will not be there,

to say I miss you.

Because now that's the

only thing I'll always do.

 

I will not be there,

in your life anymore.

But I will wish the best,

My Love! for sure

 

I am dead today

you have gone away

Betrayal and Perfidy

all the way....

 

~ Aanchal ~