Most Precious

Toying with my emotions
Playing with my feelings
This was all you always did for me
An entertaining game for you
Changed the whole of me

You took my hand into yours
You showed me a place
A place above in the heaven
A beautiful world for you and me
I closed my eyes
Kept on walking behind you
Following you to that beautiful place

Suddenly.
I felt as if everything was shaking
I was terrified
I opened my eyes
Scared of all the hussles 'n' tussles
My eyes searched for you
Who took my hand and once said
" I'll never let you fall "

I needed you the most
But you were not there
I waited for you to come
And help me out of the storm
But you were not concerned

The most beautiful dream of mine
Became the most terrifying dream
Scared and terrified
I was crying alone
Watching the remains
of my dream world
I collected all that was left
And left my life on fate

Sometimes I feel pity on myself
Where fate has taken my life
Wearing a smile on my face
Laughing on stupid talks
Just to hide all the tears in my eyes
Just to hide all the sadness in my heart
Just to run away from all those memories

Recollecting all my strength
I stand up to come out of it
To take my life in a new direction
But the more I try to come out of it
The more I get attached to it
The most precious memories of my life
Are also the most pinching memories

Neither I want to go back to you
Nor I can go around with somebody else
My life has become a mess of pains 'n' sufferings

Recollecting all my memories
I keep on moving
With those memories in my heart
With a smile on my face
In the direction
Wherever fate takes me.

~Meinu~

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