Guilt is a dirty word

 

I laughed

And was so happy

It was sunny in my soul

My eyes were bright.

 

Then it came

A dark ugly cloud

Looming over my thoughts

Lurking into my bliss.

I looked away

Pushed it out of my mind

Tried to smile

Even succeeded for a while;

 

 But when I turned the next corner

There it was again

Peeping at me

Devilishly.

 

You evil thing

Let me enjoy my happiness

Let me breathe my joy

In peace.

 

Get away you menace

Being happy is not a sin

Love is not a crime

That I am being punished.

 

Torn by guilt for desiring

Tortured for feeling alive

Why do you insist on being

The thorn in my side?

 

~ Aekta ~

 

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