My Many Names

When I am reflecting on the past 
I'm called "wistful", as though
I can change my heart's response
To the past...when he loved me so.

When I confide my thoughts to him
I'm called "transparent".. an open book
To read at his good pleasure when
And if by chance he cares to look.

When I am upset or show displeasure
Over things which I have no control,
I am called "piqued" or "angry";
How he loved to tease me so.

When I became anxious for a reply
I am called "impatient". With this I agree
To some extent. At times I am called
"Impetuous"..which sometimes follows, you see.

I think the only name that stands out the most
Is one that above the rest does excel;
A name that was frequently applied in
Reference to yours truly.."elemental."

There were some sweet names also given:
"My lady" and "My Queen", to name a few;
And the special one..in the beginning;
"Lover"..when love was fresh and new.

When I think of these names..sometimes
So quickly thrown out and applied;
Some were so endearing to me, some
Brought pain within.....deep inside.

I will think twice before applying
A name on one that I may care for;
Hoping it brings out the best, and guards
Special mem'ries of times before.

Twilah

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