My mind screams in pain
Tormented by my heart
Because it asks of me
What I can not give
A glass wall of trepidation
Separates our lives
I see her when I want
But I can't talk to her
If only I knew what to do
I am like the squire
Who wishes to be a knight
But has never picked up a sword
A prisoner of my own emotions
Chained by my hate
Which was born of my indecision
And fueled by my cowardice
Drowning in my fear
Dark turbulent waters
Tidal waves of uncertainty
Crashing down upon me
Trapped behind a wall of doubt
Encased in darkness
Burdened by desire
Suffocated by my lust for her
There are too many walls to climb
Too many waves to brave
And too many chains to break
So I think I'll surrender
~ Adam Wiemers ~
