My Teenage Life

My Teenage Life

“I hate my life”

I say as usual

I go into my room

Slam the door as loud as I can

Blocking away the hatred and the fakeness from the outside world.

Things are always wrong to me

There’s nothing right in my life

And there’s nothing I can do to make me feel better

“Why must it always be me???” I yell

I draw in a deep breath

I inhale my troubles, my sorrows, my secrets

And exhale only deep hot breathe.

All my feelings are struggling to get out

Slowly tears starts rolling down my cheeks

Now I’m only concern with all my troubles

That I just can’t seem to get rid of them.

I can’t concentrate on other stuffs

They start eating away all my other thoughts

Hiding under my covers

Hoping this pain will go.

I look back on my so-called worst day

And gets ready for tomorrow.

“I can get through this!”

I tell my self for a zillion times

“Cause this is life!!!!”

~ Harwin Sandhu ~