KASAK
PAIN

Yeh bebasee ka samaa kab tak
yeh gham ke jaam maghar kab tak
din nikalta bhi nahi teri yaad aa jaye
tadaptei rahei taa raat maghar kab tak

Pathar ka jigar rakhnei walon
yun phoolon ka yauvan chooso naa
murjhaye hue jismon ki kasak
sulagei armaan maghar kab tak

Tum to sote ho mahalon mein
aur mujhko bistar kaanton kaa
andheri sooni raton ke saayon mein
yaadon ke ghaav maghar kab tak

Kafan odh kar so bhi jawoon
gar mujh par khaak koi daale
behayaa aankhon ki garmi se
dahken jazbaat maghar kab tak
 
Koi naya chahne waala phir
raatein rangeen banayega
jismon ki numaaish mein honge
naye naye kharidaar maghar kab tak

Phir laut ke mujh ko dhoondoge
kohron mein kabhi saawan mein kabhi
jab kahin nahin deekhoonga tumhe
hoga afsos maghar kab tak ?


 

For how long this helplessness
for how long the drinks of sorrow
your memories overwhelm before the start of the day
even after the whole night was spent in suffering for you

Oh you stone hearted ones
please don't drink the nectar of budding flowers
for these beautiful things will decimate
with cindering wishes and fantasies

There you sleep in castles
for me is the bed of thorns
in the shadows of dark lonely nights
the wounds of fond memories will hurt but for how long

I don't mind going to sleep in the grave
only there is no one to cover it with dust
shameless eyes are emitting heat
which fuel feeling but for how long?

There may be a new lover
to make your nights colourful
in the exhibition of bodies
there may be new buyers but for how long

Only then you will return seeking me
in the mists and in alluring seasons
after all that you will be unable to find me
you will be sorry for sure but for how long?

  ~Diljalaa~

 

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